My result was hit by a treller yesterday. Everyone was curious about it. They sent it to the hospital at 5PM and the doctor said it's still breathing

I was too tired to continue my writing yesterday due to fatigueness. With every and each problems that suddently appeared on the surface, I've got nothing left to say. One by one is passing through.
Not enought with the social problems and now the results. Hmmm I'm not going to say that I'm down * not in a snobby way but I won't say that I'm proud either. My result was standing in the middle, not that pretty bad, and not that good either but less than I've expected. To me, what I've got now was all the efforts and prayers I've put on. And obviously, it's still not enough. So, on the next semester, i have to work super duper hard and put my sleeping and playing around time less, or nothing at all. I shall announce that I won't be going out on weekends unless there's a funeral for me or something, that's totally urgent to attend to, then I will but else, sorry. It's my future we're talking about and I've calculated that even If i score 4.0 in the next semester, it is still not enough for me to score at my highest expectation to become someone who could own a Mini cooper with the first few months paycheck,Nahh not that kinda job.

I don't blame luck, fate or whatever you could put your blame on. I blamed myself. it's me who don't appreciate the time and chances that are available like anyone else but remember this, I'm not born with a gifted mind like y'all. I have to work my ass off, like how my game plan for SPM worked out sooo well. But you should really see how hard did I struggled.Phewww. So me and yana, as roomates worked out a plan yesterday to score much much better for the next semester :) Not to fail any subjects make my heart as jubilant as a horse already, especially Physics and not to believe but my Physics' result was better than my maths HAHA. Unbelievable! But still, Im thankful for what I've given when I looked at the less unfortunate * no effense but feel kinda like a shit when looking at those Einsteins' marks. But like my bestfriend's father said,
" IF THE RESULTS ARE NOT THAT REALLY GREAT, THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU..." Ye Encik mokhtar, saya akan ingat itu :)

I'll work harder for the next semester, not for my family, not for anyone. It's for me, myself. But of course, we all work hard to support our family someday but my point here is the will to continue on the journey :) And remember, stay on the postive side.

For all those failers and losers like myself, LETS START WITH A NEW DREAM AND WILL. THERE'S ALWAYS A WAY FOR THOSE WHO STILL BELIEVE IN SUCCESS. LIKE IN FASHION, ONE DAY YOU'RE IN, AND THE NEXT DAY, YOU'RE OUT. Hihi :)
Even if you wanna fail, fail in a fashionable way. Atleast you're not that down if you're wearing a great dress with a matching shoes. hehe
XOXO.