It's hard to be the ace of the family especially when everyone is counting on youu. It's getting tougher when you can only give them dissapoinments eventhough you keep everything best at heart. Everyday you live in misery and false hope, the more you suffer. But the only thing that you always wanted them to know is that you always hope for the best and who would fail purposely ? Think about it. When we achieved 2.80, they're hoping for 3.00. When we scored 3.50, they're hoping for 3.80. And when we achieved 3.80, they're always hoping for 4.00. They never get satisfied by our efforts eventhough they have no idea how hard we tried. Every 0.01 points worth every of our efforts. Please take note that I'm not giving up something that easily and everytime I see your face, my desire ignites. But please put some more hope on me. Maybe I'll get there someday, either fast or slow, fate and efforts will determined.

Yours truly,
Glass-shiny red eyes and runny nose with a couple of tissues.


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