Is It Wrong ?

As from my personal observation, things are becoming harder than I thought it would be. I thought I could  make it to the final but sometimes I do felt like quitting in the middle of the way. To me, everyday marks a different scene and things to happen. I just need to pray that it might be good. or else I just have to endure it. I did things that I never did. I say things that I never said. I see things that I never saw. All of this just to take care of each other, so that all of us is safe and all is well. But overall, I just need to open up my heart and head, to these things so that I can accept it, not just enduring it. It kinda painful sometimes to endure things that you just don't fancy. ButI totally understand how it felt if it was you.


And when a guy is being good and kind to you, you just have to assume that he's up to something and not being so called sincere anyway. But then, at the end of the day, hopefully you wont get caught in their game. Because sometimes, I can like someone that I hate the most. That's why i dont really like to judge people and classify themselves in any catogories. Sigh. But to be sincere, like and love are two different things that you can compare. When I say I like him, it doesnt really mean that I love him. Love here means interested in someone. And like is just a feeling that means nothing. But when I say I love him, that's mean I like him. But I wont fall for the trap easily. I hope so -.-


So from what happened yesterday, next time I wont let anyone taking advantages at any of us, you, anyone. We're gonna do it my way, if that's the best price they have. No more discriminating people. I should have done something, what I've thought in my head  to save you and atleast we both can have a good night sleep. Whatever it is, I am staying at the Positive Side. you can come along too, if you want ;)


Btw, I havent even took any rest since  yesterday. Hmm sob sob. Im gonna go and sleep now. Currently at Malacca, at Golden Boy's House/Room. ngehehehhe, This malacca is kinda awesome you know. Ok, really gonna sleep now. GN SD Have a good night everyone

xoxo,
FJ <3