An awesome crowd.
Hmm eventhough I have to wake up so early the next day for work, I couldnt care less, as long as I can spend time with the people that can make me happy ( eventhough I arrived home early in the next morning, sempat sahur and all lagi). Im so tired sometimes that I dont even have time for myself so this is one of the way I indulge myself, do something that can atleast drag me away from my current problems. And FYI, yes, I do think a lot. About a lot of stuffs. From work, to friends to relationships. It's who I am. Because if there's no one would bother to think, nothing can be took care off. I am not a person who care-less. That's why I think a lot. And I just felt comfortable when people atleast ask me whats wrong. I just dont know how to express ,myself when people didnt care at all you know. But I dont really bother about that. It's ok.
The other day, hanging out with Fikri, She, Daus, Yatt and Fharidzul was awesome somehow. We laughed a lot, just like how I used to laugh everytime we spent overnight somewhere during my college years. How I missed spending time with them -___- but what to do. We're all in different district these days. It's just making things harder. But thats ok. I know the right time will come. Just right now, enjoy your life in this moment. We do not live to stick with just 1 person. Either now or later, we have to let they come and they go. They'll spring back if we are destined to. That's what I hold on to. The principle of life everyone should practise. Eventhough sometimes I also got caught by my own words, but I'll try to keep everything steady and cool. Alahh, life gets harder when you thought about it just too much kan? So next time no need to think. Just go random. Like how everytime things that we planned never worked out the way we want it to be.
BE RANDOM
Fikri is quiting his job sooner. Thought of leaving a scar that can make him remember me. But how and what is it still a question. I'm still thinking. And I will keep the ring that you gave me. And never taking it off until somebody else will make me take it off for some reason ;) This goodbye is making me emotional everytime I thought about it. HAHAAH. Me iz so cengeng you know. I'm sorry laa ok. Being emotional these days. Dont know why. Heheehehehe.
Hmm nahh, i'll drop my emotional plan. I wanna be as happy as I can. As happy as I can afford to.
Ok it's time for me to sleep now. Im working tomorrow.
Goodnight sweetdreams beautiful people :D
XOXO,
♥ FJ
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