Here and there

I've tried my best to keep you on track and they say, " Nobody can change you, but yourself ". Just trying to be a friend here. And I'm totally agree with it. Things just got tougher and tougher everyday. Since I entered clinical subjects, everyday is a new day for me. I learn new diseases everyday and tonnes of diagnosis and case studies that needs to be completed.

Not to forget those pilling assignments that keep on pilling anyway. Sometimes I couldnt even have time to catch my breath. Sesak nafas. But that is the perk of being a student aite. I am the one who chose this path. Not really intended to complain or brag about how tired I am or so, but sharing whats going on since posting it at Twitter might seem not enough of characters and looks like I'm ranting -.-

I cant even share it with people. Here might as well a good idea. I dont disturb anyone's time or attention. Quizzes almost everyday every week. Presentations, 1-2 per week so far.
My hands are quite full. Though sometimes I think I need a break, and go somewhere, I still do on my own. Felt like going crase if I didnt. Even if I have to wait for others, I always ended up not going anywhere.

Wandering around at the nearest places I could find should be enough. Everyone know that I am ' kaki jalan'. Just to breathe in the different air. This is just the start of my Year 2. Imagine how hectic it will be soon. Have to mentally and physically prepared! Oh well the tell the truth, the more I learnn about this, the more I fell in love :) though it is tougher now with less book ( because most of them are expensive! ) to refer and people to clear up confusions, taking it as a challenge. If others can make it, why not me.

Oh did I tell ya that I fell in love deeper with TOP, eversince the concert ngehihihi. This fangirl's heart is so happy everytime seeing his face! He's the only one who can fix her bad days when no one could ( perasan mode on ) hehehe. Well that is the least thing in life I cherished. Though I'm just a fan he would never ever meet or know kan. But liking someone isnt a crime. But liking someone as in a public figure is another story. It's just a feeling you share with millions of people, nothingspecial, though we really tell ourselves it is huhuhu.

I even type this while listening to his song, while extracting out my microbiology contents from an article. Damn it's hard. Even harder than doing literature weh! Okay. Thats all for now. I am procrastinating too much today. And merepek jugak miahaha . And it has to end now!
Toodle :)