The Story Continues and Never Gonna End ?

So many things happened yesterday. But I prefer not to spit it out. My twitter followers knew what happened. I just cant retyped everything again. It's too painful to remember. And I cried again yesterday. 1) Because I couldnt go to Sunway Pyramid, and 2) I was been pushed by so many people about one thing ( from my previous post) . They asked me what happened. They wanna know the story. But what made me cried the most, I dont even know what to say to them back. I dont even know the story or what happened. I just told people what I know. That's all.

And after Fikri asked me am I alright,what happened,  woah I cried like a loser. I cried in front of Yana and Jijon. While Im having my dinner with them at Dataran cendekia, UiTM Shah Alam. In front of everyone there, while I was on the phone with him. I felt ashamed but who cares ? My adrenaline rush is forcing me to cry some more so I couldnt help it. But thanked god I met my Daniel later at night with his new BFF, Fizzie. So, I managed to put myself together back again. And I met my Yana too. She always comfort me. Same goes with Fikri. Thats why I am so grateful that I have them besides me, all the time no matter what.

And I do know that everything has 2 sides of the story. So this is my side of the story. The other side, I didnt know and dont even bother to know. I planned to bury it and let it go. Im saying this nicely so I hope random people wont judge me with anything. I meant no war. I just dont understand what I did wrong. And I'll leave you the rest, to hate me or to forget me or anything that you wanna do, Im gonna be alright with it. I tend not to write or talk about this on my blog, bt where else I can express what I feel ?What Im doing? It should be spread here. So if you prefer not to read about these kinda thing, leave the URL. If you wanna know, stay. Atleast I let people know how I feel. i dont hide behind my shadow. I have some guts. So, Im just gonna enjoy the moment of my life and study harder now so that I can be an excellent student and earn that President list! Not Dean's, but President's List :) InsyaAllah. I am trying to adapt Daniel's way of managing my feelings. Because I know we have the same heart, just mine is fragile-er or you can say it's more fragile. Trying not to make Grammar mistakes here. Huehuehueuehueu. Nanti cikgu English saya marah!

Im gonna continue doing my research for my Complementary Medicine Studies now. Baru first day dah ade assignment. Im starting to like it in here ;) Give me more assignmentsssss. So I only have to think on how to finish them instead of thinking about stupid things that might ruin myself. Kan ? :) Tak habis habis plak tu
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We have to think wisely now, act like grown ups, dont act like a child who sulks a lot. Memang mcm mintak kena sepak je.
Life is good if you put those bad things aside :) Keep that in mind. But you wanna know why I always talk about this ?! I dont even start it. You know that right.


xoxo,

The Metabolic Race :) with my girlfriends Mira and Syerin.

FJ ♥