I'll Promise

I'm sorry that I hurt you just now. Im really sorry and I didnt mean to. It's just that I have a lot to think in my head and when I'm not in the mood, I cant really think straight. I just follow my emotion. That's why I've got things carried a lil bit too far away this time. But I seriously didnt mean to hurt you whatsoever. I never was. Whatever reason that I have, I already told you why. And at the time I'm waiting for the Monorail, I just realised how you might feel and of course I cant turn back and run to you again -_____-

But I promise you I will never do it again. Because I cant help the feeling of losing someone like you. I already lost a few. So I dont want to lose some more. I was just so shocked with how you react but I truly understand it if I was at your place. This is just like the night of our dinner, when I suddenly dissapear and dont take phone calls in. I am ego-istic, sometimes.

Please forgive me. I'm sorry. And thank for picking up the phone.