The Explanation Of Last Night's Ohh So Drama

I just woke up to send Thara home. She came yesterday. And she joined me from the beginning until the end. Just me and her. Thanked god that she's here or else I dont know what I'll be doing and how am I gonna be because Yana is not here. I know I may be freaked out and make everyone worried *if there's any, yeah but I told them that I'm okay. And obviously I'm just not a good lier. I'm Not Okay. Yes. There I said it. I'm not. I wished I could just stare at your faces and let everybody else dissapears. I didn't meet and take photos with people that I wanted to, not even with all the committee members. Afiq, Iqbal, Adam, Adilah, Shah, ahhhh maybe them all. I just had a few shots. And if people read this, maybe you'll say, 'Siapa suruh blah awal ?' Yeah I know that. I dont blame anyone for it.

I just can't take it last night. The pressure had gone beyond my level. What is 'it' ? I really want to share it but it's too personal. There's nothing to do with the Photo Op, my dress or him. I know Szen has been calling me few times and Adilah too, but I can't really talk because the tears were flowing eventhough actually I really wanna pick up your calls but I dont want to sound dumb. I might not be able to talk at all. But I really wished that I could say a few things, but it was too personal. Sorry. Maybe when I feel it's ok, then I'll tell. Thanks for concerning. I really  appreciate it. But actually last night, I really need you guys but it's my fault to leave early so no worries. I'm sorry again. I hope you guys had a blast, even without me. Because I dont like to drag people down with me. And sorry for the little drama. I might need my own space rather than I might kill your mood and plans. Ohh did I mentioned that I slept with my contact lenses on ? Yeah thanked god I didn't woke up and have to undergo a surgery -.-'. Look how miserable I am.

And for Thara, thanks a million for being there for me. I know you have to run all your way back to INTEC, and I'm sorry if I couldn't give you the attention and time last night but I hope you had fun with me. And thank you for your shoulder. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you for coming and meet me. ILYSM.

Ohh I'm gonna say a few things about last night. Fikri and Szen look sooo hot during tha gimic that I can't even tell that it's them. The bad boy look is back huh Fikri ? But you look good, seriously good. HAHAHA. Szen, I really like your hair, your tux, your bow, your shoes I like everything about you last night. They all fall at the right place ;) You clean up good :) Shah, simple but still hot. I like the new haircut, it makes you look matured. Hehehe. Suffi, you look so adorable and yet stylo with the jubah and the scarf and all. Sorry that I ditched you last night taw. Afiq, simple but nice. You clean up pretty good buddy. Iqbal, I didn't get the chance to be with you last night and with your mood swings and my mood swings, I afraid to go near. I'm sorry. Haishhh there's no photos of us both -.-. Hmmm and the girls, Adilah, Sara, Shikin, Azrin, and everyone else, looks so hot. Yeahh, it's hard to describe one by one.

Ok it's already Sunday. It's time to get my head back in the game and forgets everything that went wrong and cherish everything that I love. It's really fun to work with the committees. I had fun. All of you, Thanks :) Ohh syafiqah, sorry curi gambar from Facebook.