What was I thinking?

Mom always said to me eversince I was a kid, that being a doctor is the most honored job in the world, to make it simple, 'kerja yang paling mulia'. Eventhough I hate to go to the hospital and the environment of it, I kept thinking what am I doing now. I'm carving my path there and yet I am actually not enjoying the place that I planned to work for the rest of my life. I know, I know that I am not even half way there yet,but thats what I planned to do. Insyaallah.

Because in my opinion, when people go to hospital, there must be something wrong with them. Things are not alright. And the other day our Public Health lecturer shared a couple story bout being in the health department. For every word she said, I felt like crying. Especially the part where she said that " Imagine if those people are your family members". Gahh I have been imagined and felt that. And in my life, I want to help people out, makes everyone happy with every little health improvements among them.


And because of that, I have to get things even more serious now............before it was too late like last time.